happy birthday kx. well.... told cha rachel wished u birthday... u dun believe me. huh! o well. art was nothin. sucks. i aint an artist. o well. stuck between fighter and page. hell. hate making decisions. huh! i dunno....

ok i blaring out now ok. i am super confused. nothin seems to go right... i dunno bub. its like.... things are goin as i expected. but... is this the outcome i want? is this the life i want to live? stay on like that for te rest of my life not doin anything to control my life? hate to be waiting for things to happen. i am impatient... tats wat i am. i cant change my character, for this is wat i am.

damn.. bored. sheesh. feeling much better? hell noes. all i can do is to continue to wait for an end that is like a fairy tale... never coming. i am normal on the surface, under the surface is a me that will blow up in any moment.

bye bub. stay gold for the special person waitin for u out there