sometimes i jus dun understand my parents, despite the fact that i have been withj them for more thn 10 yrs. 10 yrs and i still dun noe wad are they thinkin abt. my results. nvr once myu mother nvr compare mine with some1 better. no matter i gt 1st or last, improved or detoriated, she will still compare. with those that are miles ahead of me. i jus dun get it. if 1 improves, he or she shld be praised or reward or wadever. did i? nope. got a whole load of nagging. pisses me off but i carn tell mum wad i am tinkin... in case more naggin comes...

this yr's sec 1s are totally spoilt. 80% of thm have attitude prob. mayb nt 80%, most of them. they jus tink that whn we are playing around with them they can jus climb over our heads. jus because we are nice to them doesnt mean they can take us for granted. ask themselves. hw many weeks in np and they have hw many pumpings on their belt. why in annual camp all other lvls did nt have that much pumpings but sec 1s have? why immeditately aft they returned frm cc competition 1 of thm have to be scolded like shit and hold in pumping position for so long??? ask yourselves. jus because i am a lamer most of the time does nt mean i cant pump u in the future. watch out.