bah exams i shant say anything. keeping mum. i shall talk abt funny things. '

friday. so fun and nice. physics lesson my corner was the laughing corner. first, we all sabo shawn and junting who did nt do their physics. naughty naughty. thn, chunyang discovered alan did not do his work!!! and he dint own up. wad an ass... then we tried to use all sorts of schemes to get him into trouble. e.g 1 of the phrase dinesh said:" wad i got do my work ok? unlike some COUNCILLORS, nvr do his work..." to prevent alan from knowing i quickly added in:" ya la, jus like........ shawn." buahahha.

thn came the announcement for all the monitors to go down to do get smth. when bala was like near adriel's table thn jason told bala:" bala bala alan nvr do his hw"

thn he walk to alan's table, nvr see he got or nt thn jus say," wah alan nvr do hw ah!!"

then we all laugh like siao la. thn alan's mouth opened so big until like fly can fly in lo. ee smelly. aft that we tried to scheme but cant. so dinesh gt all lame and started saying this advertisement:"

ken is a singapore idol judge. " thn started singing some song. was damn lame la.

aft that, terence started singing to the barney tune,"i.... love u..."
jason continued "you... love me"

laughter agn. haha. i may nt have the best seat during norm class time.. but i do have the best seat in physics. PPL of laughter




today is the last day. today was NPCC day parade. the ACTUAL day and not any old rehearsals. i went there, proud that zhss would be both in front and the back. i will be at the back of the whole parade. and i was happy. walk walk, then the sir said those ppl who had a flag in contigent 1 (which is where clement was) have to remove their flag. wah crap. and i was the perimeter of the squad la. wth..... thn i was the reserve. and thn was waiting for ppl to faint in the dry run. there were these 2 asses. so saddist. keep saying wad those ppl so weak. more like ur weak la. call ppl weak... i hate these ppl who despises others no matter u noe them or not. in the end... i was united back in the contigent 1 but i wasnt in the parade.

bus back.every1 was happy and sad. bus was quiet and not active and noisy. sheesh. trip back, felt both happy that this parade is over and also sad. happy cause i can finally study and revive my near dropping grades. sad cause i will miss those buddies that i made over 15 trainings. yan chang was so sad. and on the bus, the mixed feelings made me think abt all the sad things and happy things. i felt weird, stoning in the bus, getting weird stares from juniors.

sadness. jiecai. 2e1's unforgettable. every1 is praying for u. every1 that noes u and even those that i dint noe that u noe. paper cranes are being folded every moment in school by some1. these are sorted out and counted. all because of you. every 1 is making a slient prayer that their good pal will wake up. every1 from 2e1, to 1e2, to your CCA CO. every1. that u noe or not. boy or girl. feeling sad at heart. for a good friend is in a state that no 1 ever expected you to be in. every1 is wishing for the day u go back to school. every1 is wishing for the day they can crap with you, or even jus talk to u. ur class 3e2 even stopped playing daidee because of you. unexpected people even cried. in short, every1 wants you to be awake. not wasting your youth on the bed. i rather you piak my ears during recess time everyday. unlike this. ur putting many people into agony.

JIECAI. WAKE UP NOW. EVERYONE IS WAITING.FOR YOU.


today can be summarised in 2 words. bad day. today, heard that jie cai was.... ya. and al ex 2e1 ppl went to resource room 1. and heard the news. we were asked abt our feelings, and hw we are coping on and those kinda stuffs. called to write our own reflection. yes i wrote but there are more to it then it seems. jie cai. want to say we are close also nt very close. wan to say we are complete strangers also not.but the news is saddening.

however there was only 1 bright side of today. guess...


nothin much to post abt. firstly is abt this show i watched. called thats my baby. this episode is abt a otter mum. who had a miscarriage. the baby born out, was dead already. so sad. thn she had another 1. the same fate happened. but thats nt wad i wanna say. main thing is: there was this pic. this mother otter soon found a partner. and the show ended with them floating with their paws together. in human terms: holding hands ppl say humans are the smartest. but in this area of romance, they are on par with us? holding paws even they are animals while they are floating on their back. i tink that photo shot is seriously nice. wish i was there to witness it all. haha.

today. chinese test nt bad. first time i felt that i would seriously pass. haa. but chem coming up. i nt so confident abt it.


lemme date this post on friday. cause i didnt have time to post yest.

FRIDAY

so there wasnt any dota khaki on friday.no outcasts training. but clement called me to go for np outing. so i went. on the train, yan chang called me to wait for him. hmm a senior waiting for his junior??? but who cares. thn when his train arrived at PS, saw him with mabel and careen. thn we walked up. on the way up, careen tapped my shoulder and asked me" wheres my b'day present?" i was shocked. i didnt noe so i came up with some lame shit.

"no money. u wan hong bao?"
"ok la"
mabel said" u married ah?"

i dint reply and we went up and saw kc and zhen wei. waited for clement and mq the couple. so long la. on the wait we ment up with yan chang's "gf" called stella or dunno wad la. thn we hecked and went window shopping. tot was watching movie la. but... enjoyable. shop thn we went to kfc to eat lunch. eat wat, thn every1 outcasted 1 and kc with his big baby tas that i had to carry like some slave. thn i n kc decided to combine money to buy careen a b'day gift. with gong and jia jie, we went and bought a shirt and jacket for her. costs **.**. nt gonna say hw much. thn they wanted to walk to orchard. i gong and yan chang had to go first so went home from somerset. thats for friday.

missed out that i went below my house to do homework frm 10.30 to 12. the cool nigth breeze and silence. perfect for couples and doin work. mine was to do work.

later posting abt today. this is for yesterday. i wanna go np outing agn.


seriously. bb is the best person i ever known. of course with the exception of ppl who are equal to him like jordy kx and blah blah... anw hes a great person. cheers ppl whn ppl are angry or unhappy. the matches i had with him took of my mind of my 2.4. sigh. thats why i say. its good to have friends, but best to have a best friend.


my 112 post. this no is jus 1 aft 111. haaa....

today was good and bad. more of bad. found that my a maths is jus 1 mark to full marks. anyway.... i wanna talk is 2.4. i am so disapponted in myself. tink i gota D. dam. i shld start frm the front and nt slack in the first round. i shld have run properly and nt tinking that i run like that will have C. i wasnt running properly. why didnt i??? wad was i tinkin abt??? i so wanted that gold and it slipped through my fingers. tis yr my las chance cause nxt yr pull ups no confidence. but now, my strength all wasted. i so wanna kill myself. those who did worse thn me and wanna say smth: do wadever u wan. i aimed and missed. its like the feeling that u can get 7pts for O level. and u got 12. 12 is good, but u could get 7. its nt abt being good. its abt trying ur best. i noe i did nt. retest is a waste of time. but shld i go for it???

today. i am dissapointed with myself


well today npdp was slack like shit. i wanted to do the parade. i wanna be inside. but they dun allow me to mount the np flag. so slacked like some casualty... at this rate i will grow to a bala size liao.... tmr ss test. thn slack agn. sheesh.... i wanna pubbie but my standard still sucks. i wanna be pro. i wanna have something i dream of. i wanna be in npdp. i wanna get good grades. i wanna this i wanna that. there is no end to wad we wanna have.


nothin much to talk about today, except that the mp for potong pasir, sitoh yiping, visited my house!!! lol. he came along and said" mr lau" whichwas obv callin for my dad. thn they had a 5 min chat abt current affairs. lol. and when he smiles, i swear to god. he smiled and looked like miss tan hwee pin!!!! AND I AM SERIOUS. i was laughing my stomach out. hahaha.

friday. my only 3 schedule:

1. go out and play with the outcasts.
2. stay at home and have hamachi training.
3. npcc outing???


haha. my blog is so dead. maybe of the fact ppl are playing too much dota? or they suddenly found the goodness of studying. haha.... ah who cares. anyway here goes.

sports day can be summariesed in a few words. contigent. drill. change back. slack. paying attention??? lol.

tis friday is good friday. its the only chance we have!!! THE OUTCASTS!!! LETS GO PLAY!! thts our final chance before the mid yr comes. but jason dun go, bb dun go, thn i dun go, thn blah blah blah. chain effect. come on outcasts we mus go play. haha. i mus improve. realise that my standard is dropping day after day. i must go play pubbie liao. if nt gone case. sigh.....

suddenly, my mood is all gone. like a bane elemental. mood sapped. maybe i shld'nt have go there. mayb i shld. well... lets jus see the future ahead. hope it changes for the better!!!


ah today's parade was long. but satisfying. finally saw the no.1 uniform. the white 1. OMG I WAS SO MESMERISED BY IT. i wanna wear it. if i can actually wear it... i will be so happy, beyond description of words.

ppl begging for boxes, pls wait. i jus koped 15 boxes for the class. wait for the ppl to USE up the paper in the box b4 i kop agn. try to understand.

tried my best to find wad i wanted to.argh. i must. clement bluff me.....


ah now its time to talk abt the week. had my e maths and hist tests. ah childs play. tmr gt contigent liao. AND YES TMR NIGHT I SHALL 1 ON 1 MY SHIFU WITH 6.30 BETA dota. haha. today i am so pleased with my pft. not all As but 3 As and 2 Bs, of which i thought my shuttle run carn go to an extend called 10 seconds. hahah. today's very tired. i go slp.

JAKIRO. the 2 head dragon that i am so close to