my 112 post. this no is jus 1 aft 111. haaa....

today was good and bad. more of bad. found that my a maths is jus 1 mark to full marks. anyway.... i wanna talk is 2.4. i am so disapponted in myself. tink i gota D. dam. i shld start frm the front and nt slack in the first round. i shld have run properly and nt tinking that i run like that will have C. i wasnt running properly. why didnt i??? wad was i tinkin abt??? i so wanted that gold and it slipped through my fingers. tis yr my las chance cause nxt yr pull ups no confidence. but now, my strength all wasted. i so wanna kill myself. those who did worse thn me and wanna say smth: do wadever u wan. i aimed and missed. its like the feeling that u can get 7pts for O level. and u got 12. 12 is good, but u could get 7. its nt abt being good. its abt trying ur best. i noe i did nt. retest is a waste of time. but shld i go for it???

today. i am dissapointed with myself