today is the last day. today was NPCC day parade. the ACTUAL day and not any old rehearsals. i went there, proud that zhss would be both in front and the back. i will be at the back of the whole parade. and i was happy. walk walk, then the sir said those ppl who had a flag in contigent 1 (which is where clement was) have to remove their flag. wah crap. and i was the perimeter of the squad la. wth..... thn i was the reserve. and thn was waiting for ppl to faint in the dry run. there were these 2 asses. so saddist. keep saying wad those ppl so weak. more like ur weak la. call ppl weak... i hate these ppl who despises others no matter u noe them or not. in the end... i was united back in the contigent 1 but i wasnt in the parade.

bus back.every1 was happy and sad. bus was quiet and not active and noisy. sheesh. trip back, felt both happy that this parade is over and also sad. happy cause i can finally study and revive my near dropping grades. sad cause i will miss those buddies that i made over 15 trainings. yan chang was so sad. and on the bus, the mixed feelings made me think abt all the sad things and happy things. i felt weird, stoning in the bus, getting weird stares from juniors.

sadness. jiecai. 2e1's unforgettable. every1 is praying for u. every1 that noes u and even those that i dint noe that u noe. paper cranes are being folded every moment in school by some1. these are sorted out and counted. all because of you. every 1 is making a slient prayer that their good pal will wake up. every1 from 2e1, to 1e2, to your CCA CO. every1. that u noe or not. boy or girl. feeling sad at heart. for a good friend is in a state that no 1 ever expected you to be in. every1 is wishing for the day u go back to school. every1 is wishing for the day they can crap with you, or even jus talk to u. ur class 3e2 even stopped playing daidee because of you. unexpected people even cried. in short, every1 wants you to be awake. not wasting your youth on the bed. i rather you piak my ears during recess time everyday. unlike this. ur putting many people into agony.

JIECAI. WAKE UP NOW. EVERYONE IS WAITING.FOR YOU.