well today npdp was slack like shit. i wanted to do the parade. i wanna be inside. but they dun allow me to mount the np flag. so slacked like some casualty... at this rate i will grow to a bala size liao.... tmr ss test. thn slack agn. sheesh.... i wanna pubbie but my standard still sucks. i wanna be pro. i wanna have something i dream of. i wanna be in npdp. i wanna get good grades. i wanna this i wanna that. there is no end to wad we wanna have.