put it blantently, i am depressed. my results are like shit. i may have passed, but my average is like hell. i dunno wad to say now. i dun even noe why am i doin here. had a tensed quarrel with my mum and dad. both think i am over involved in npcc. therefore, i cancelled my SYF trainings. i dunno wad am i doin now. eveything seems to be just in a haze. i dun even have the mood to play anything. all i want now, is jus to go to an empty beach and scream out loud, and some1 who truely understands me to be there to hear me talk. believe it or not. i actually cried. a boy. matured. crying over results. i feel so dumb. yet i find that no matter hw good i am in conforting some1, no 1 truely can confort me. even so... i wont ever show my crying face to any1. or even my crying voice. i am so confused now. some1 pls tell me wad shld i do, and is my choice right???


testing
testing 1 2 3
ok its working
dun ask me
why this skin
well
because every1 is playing
FFX
actually is only
bb and terence
but nvm
this skin looks nice
if ur pondering,
the guy on the bottom left
is actually
tidus.
the main character of the story.
ya nothin else

silence is the most powerful cry


testing
testing 1 2 3
ok its working
dun ask me
why this skin
well
because every1 is playing
FFX
actually is only
bb and terence
but nvm
this skin looks nice
if ur pondering,
the guy on the bottom left
is actually
tidus.
the main character of the story.
ya nothin else

silence is the most powerful cry


well i gotta make this fast. this i wad i gonna do for the nxt few weeks.i am goin to play, eat,play dota, shit, play dota,sleep, jump, play dota,run,play dota, fly sky high, play dota, watch movie, play dota, not goin to toliet cause it wastes my dota training time, play dota, play warcraft with kenny, play dota, do no homework,play dota, have fun,play dota,go for np camp,play dota, go for npcc SYf, play dota, watch countless nice movies that are coming up,play dota, cut hair,play dota, not cutting my 2 middle finger nails,play dota,play dota, and play dota, go grandma hse,play dota, quit maple soon,play dota, play with 2 young lil cousin tots and play dota,slack arnd, play dota, TGIDD ( thank god its dota day, play dota, have fun,play dota, read COMICS,play dota, watch tv, play dota, do wadever wad wan as long no mums get in the way,play dota, complete ffx,play dota, win terence in dynasty warriors 4 (show whos the pro),play dota, go bowling,play dota,go army market and last but not least play dota.

ya by ow u have guessed. I GONNA PLAY LOADS OF DOTA.

above is a short summary of wad i gonna do in the holidays.


3 words. exams are out.


to do twell i got all day to do this. i havent blog and most of u mus be tinking hw dead my blog is. sry guys i was studying for MYES ( Mid year exams) if u guys didnt noe so i dun get to come online so often these few days. until next thursday.

well gt 3 things to say. firstly.

well i need not elaborate on this. we all noe. the person. that had jus gone overnight. many cried. many placed their hope in u. many were jus hoping things got better. however my dear friend who jus piaked my ear b4 all these happened had gone on. he has gone on. to something better and something we will never noe. no matter what has happened. no matter wad we do. we mus nt look back but instead go forward. i nt some philandrophist. but its true. we cant jus stick here. mourning for him yes we shld. he is our friend and buddy so he deserves it. but we cant possibably continue with it. we mus all move on. we mus continue. we mus live on, with him in our hearts as role models. life still goes on. i encourage all of u... nt to forget him but at the same time, live life like it was before. he wont like us to be always sad over him.
this brings me to something else. jonathan lau. i dun care if u read this or not. i dun give a damn. ppl are in a desperate situation and u can say such things. i despise u. no matter hw u hated him, no matter hw much u do nt like abt him, u can always keep ur comments to urself. ppl can dunno. but ur over poisonous big fat useless rotten mouth has chosen to open and let ppl here. u tink its so fun to curse some1 like that. u think that hes gone and u can say anything u wan. UR WRONG. do u like if i cursed ur love ones to death? do u like if i jus came and bashed u up? NO. SO SHUT UP AND KEEP UR COMMENTS TO URSELF. U TINK ITS OK TO SAY THAT. I SAY NO. U TINK ITS ALRIGHT AS U HATE HIM U CAN SAY WADEVER U WAN. WELL I ALWAYS HATED U BUT I KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT. SO SHUT UR BLOODY MOUTH SHUT. i believe retribution will come. and when that day comes. I WILL LAUGH AT U RIGHT IN THE FACE.

today was npcc parade. throughout i felt all queasy and wanted to vomit but i jus continued on. chem and geog lesson i was feelling feverish but i continued. after recess my body burned like a lina inverse. now i am much better. after panadols and a long sleep. but a little headache continues to linger in my head.

i am lagging behind. evey1 posted abt jiecai well i posted now. i wont be online so often frm now to thursday. adios.


well nothin much to say. after all... its mugging week. no more dota matches. my fingers itch