put it blantently, i am depressed. my results are like shit. i may have passed, but my average is like hell. i dunno wad to say now. i dun even noe why am i doin here. had a tensed quarrel with my mum and dad. both think i am over involved in npcc. therefore, i cancelled my SYF trainings. i dunno wad am i doin now. eveything seems to be just in a haze. i dun even have the mood to play anything. all i want now, is jus to go to an empty beach and scream out loud, and some1 who truely understands me to be there to hear me talk. believe it or not. i actually cried. a boy. matured. crying over results. i feel so dumb. yet i find that no matter hw good i am in conforting some1, no 1 truely can confort me. even so... i wont ever show my crying face to any1. or even my crying voice. i am so confused now. some1 pls tell me wad shld i do, and is my choice right???