ahh i am here agn. well aft this i wont be posting much either. i gt nco course all the way till lets see... nxt friday??? nt nco course all the way. also have this LMSC thingy. hmm enough of that. lemme talk abt my day.
today, went to sch quite early so i went arnd and i found yc. had a nice talk thn went to change. then sir hek ming and ma'am geok ting came. ma'am started to give out... i tink the small time out chocolate bar. was to boost our morale. thn aft that i walked away, but ma'am geok ting came up to me and ask.
" are you sure u wan to quit syf?" i replied," well i gt no choice my parents dont let me in and wants me to quit."
she went on to ask abt my avg and thn she said" this is a once of a lifetime chance. u sure about this?"
i replied," well i wanted to go. but my parents do not allow." she thn nodded and walked away.
thn i gt onto the bus. at first all of them wanted to take some photos but i was nt in the mood so i jus sat there, took and every1 gt to their usual chatting. thn i went to talk to lionel and clement abt that. both of them understood me. 1 asked me to persuade my parents to allow me to go, other believed i did the right thing. thn all went to slp. on the trip there, i was thinkin.... did i do the right thing??? i was confused. half of me regreted while another half said nothin was wrong. i was in a myriad of feelings. well maybe that affected my shooting ltr on. i gt 80/120. sucks.
gotta prepare for my nco course. adios kiddos.