this totally sucks. my fitness level hits an all time low. cant stand up after 1 hr of ouchikumi. did not even go for randori for 2 weeks. got super shagged during judo pt which i will normally survive. got stitches after running my 2-3 rnd arnd 3rd floor. my hands peeling all over when doing pull ups. cant even do 2 pull ups!!!

im not sure is it that im still not totally recovered, or my fitness has slackened alot. i sure hope its the former. crap. this means i gotta push myself to the max... i mean BEYOND the max to get back my fitness.

I WANT TO RANDORI.