everyone acts like it never happened. everyone but me. time may pass, but i wont forget. forgive and forget. one can only choose one option.

this the 2nd time in this year i lost my cool/head. i did not even have one last year. anyone with the answer why, feel free to tell.


im not happy at all today. freaking disappointed in the judo referees. it was a half point, and not a full point. i should not have lost then. i could have fought on. i could have won the RJ that i won in age group championship. all was a could. judo is about to be over in my life.


yes! we are finally back! 0826 is revived. today's dinner outing was a great success. every1 laughing, every1 talking together. wow. it just feels right. it feels the best. 0826 for life.


today is another unforgetable, cannot be missed day. another impt day down in my blog. today, was 0826's big run with amos chia. and he ran a 12:34. oh yea man it was definately worth it waking up at 6am. no wait make that 7am, since i dragged and oversleep from 6 to 7.

after that, was mad already. from around maybe 10 or 1030 till 1230, was non stop sports. alternating volleyball and badminton. like wad amos said, too much sugar rush or something. indeed, i could not stop walking around. i could not sit still until we went for lunch. all my reserve power was used up, and now im like a half dead zombie, freaking tired out.

however, it was true. we have done it. we finally had a day where we all could be ourselves, laughing loudly, even though we were sweating like mad in that school hall. we are back! i finally feel that we are really back to normal.

freedom is good! play is always better then work.


wad i need to be said is over at the class blog already. just 1 more thing for myself. looking at jianyu play, it just spurs you on to do what u're doing. lets carry this momentum forward to kyu grade. lets hear some ippons.


every1 is busy. finally, the year where we all step down from our various cca's have come. yet, that does not call for celebration. one door closes, another door opens. mid years come before we can stop for a breather. and soon, tests will just come piling.

when will 0826 have a chance to be one26, and go crazy like last year? we are desperate for a day when we can all go mad, scream our lungs out, and just be ourselves.

please.