it's been nearly 9 mths since i last came here. its becoming more of a " i feel like saying something" then a " i'll say smth to entertain others", and hence, i find myself back here again.

it really seems as if it was yesterday, that i was preparing for my A's, and was worrying about army. yet now, 5 weeks later, my service term in ocs would end, and ill go onto pro term. in a blink of an eye, i started this blog when i was in sec 2, and im 19 this year end. things are progressing too fast. really too fast.

things like finance, like news of the world, like common knowledge that we assumed "adults" to know, i have to start from somewhere now. yet, army is sucking every part of single life i have left.

recently, my parents just refurbished the house. did some repainting here and there, changed furniture and tv, and my bro got new comp, and my sis now possesses an iphone. the spending power of everyone seems to have increased overnight, yet i havent gotten anything new. unless u count me getting a new earphone tmr cause my current 1 spoiled. however, amongst all these buying new stuff, i dun feel anything. just last year, i would be complaining that i do not have ps3 and new comp, but now i seriously dun care. as long i can book out, nothing else matters. though a new comp can help me watch my stuffs better, im still sticking to this nearly 6 years old dual core laptop.

army has taught me to treasure and cherish what i have. and so, everyone should. yes army sucks, but it somehow lets u look at the world, and what u have in a different eye. but it still sucks.